It's been very difficult lately, I don't know if it's because of the pandemic or because of my triggers are getting worse; maybe it's a combination of both - but I feel "off". I haven't been able to draw as much I'd like, no matter how hard I try, I just can't do it. Drawing is a huge part of my life. There are times, when I can't speak, that my pencil becomes my voice. I communicate best through my pencil. I try every day to draw a little bit, even on days I feel my worse, even a simple pencil mark is considered a victory. To all those who are suffering through mental illness, hang in there, you are stronger than you think!!!