Addressing guests who are planning to come my way.
Many thanks for the many efforts of different parties in the world, to bring different people, who by the way pass my way.
I thank everyone for the path they went through, until the place where you "met" me, not really me.
This "phenomenon" has been happening for many years, an estimate of about fifteen years.
When my immediate family knows nothing about it. I'm going through it all alone.
I did realize that I had become famous.
I ask myself too many times, what is the purpose of...
"I happened to be around, or not around"
So far, no one bothered to explain to me or guide me in the whole truth.
Is this some kind of game? And I don't play, sorry... It's not natural for me.
And I have no plans to play. I don't have time for games either.
I assume that all the guests, who accidentally come my way, will be guided, planned, etc.
Endless surprises await me, it seems. In the most honest way, I don't know what to do with these surprises.
And I can't digest most of them. What is expected of me? Probably nothing.
My mobile number is probably known to some of those sent my way. Why not just text, with an explanation, or send a detailed and explanatory email.
Where do we move forward from here, if at all?

I find the way of these endless surprises, as "a road not a road" that leads to nothing.
The requested solution, contacting me personally, or a planned meeting at a time convenient for me,
with a "representative" from the following, in order to clarify the issue clearly.
In the country where I live, I was not guided, they did not explain, nor did they ask for my permission. Just nothing. result of nothing.
Since many years have passed, in a tedious process whose purpose is not clear. Because I don't play.
Since many years have passed, and many people have been sent my way, by means of collective espionage.....
I have to protect myself, against a "serious omission" that so far no one has bothered to explain to me, ask for, update or guide me. A kind of social opacity.
My defense mechanisms create a kind of "freeze buffer" in the face of the situation, of complete ignorance, for years. The opposite of my kind and warm nature.
Today, after more than a decade, it is difficult to bridge the gaps that were created, "in a way that is not really a way".
I am asking international parties who make efforts to send so many people my way, and to bring about a significant change in attitude, in my favor in the situation.
I add and say, the systematic obsessive spying that disgraces our lives is harmful to all of us.
The solution is in your hands, do everything in your power, please send a planned representative with me to clarify the situation.
Thank you.
Prayers for absolute privacy will bring peace and love.
Copyrights (c) Nira Dabush.