------------ ..little about the history of mine.. MY GREAT GREAT GRANDPARENTS "LOVISA AND IGNATIUS" THEY WERE FROM KARJALA/KARELIA /PITKÄRANTA -MY FATHERS SIDE TWEICE THEY CAME TO FINLAND FROM THE ORHER SIDE OF THE BOARDER:=) MY GRANDMOTHER TOLD ME BEFORE SHE DIED.-------------- THEY SETTLED IN JÄRVENPÄÄ WHERE I ONLY HAVE ONE PICTURE OF HER MOTHER STANDING BY THE ROSEBUSHES..ANCESTORS FOOTSTEPS.. ALWAYS GOOD TO KNOW THE HISTORY .. PATTERNS ARE SO VERY MUCH EASIER TO CLEAR AND HEAL..SOME OF THEM BLESS.. TAKES LONGER THAN OTHERS.. THEN THERE IS SOCIETAL BOXES ..THAT NEEDS TO BE CLEARED TOO..PATTERNS .. THE FUNNY THING WAS WHEN I MOVED TO JÄRVENPÄÄ IN FINLAND THE HOUSE WHERE I MOVED IN WAS BUILT ON A HILL TOP AND MY DAD WAS THERE CRYING FOR THE DOG THAT HAD DIED HE TOLD ME..THEY BUILT A HOUSE THERE BUT I NEVER DID GO AND SEE IT!WONDER WHY..MAYBE I ONE DAY GO THERE.. I DID GO TO THE PLACE WHERE MY DAD IN HELSINKI THOUGH TOOK HIS LAST BREATH. SO IT WAS INTRESTING..HE BRAOUGHTO ME THE FRAMES..AND I CONTINUED(AND DID MY GRIEF WORK OF COURSE WITH ART AS HEALING TOOL..WHEN WE MOVED BACK TO FINLAND MILLENIUM..CONSIDERING THE VERY THING WAS FUNERAL..) THE LETTER CIRCULATED ALONG FINLAND AND GOT TO ME (ONE I WROTE HIM ABOUT HIS GRANDCHILD)I GOT THE LETTER A LOT LATER AND UNOPENED SO HE NEVER GOT THE KNOWLEDGE OF HIS GRANDCHILD..WE WENT FOR HIS FUNERAL AND IT WAS ANTON'S FIRST TIME TO FINLAND TO MEET THE RELATIVES ..WELL AN SECOND FUNERAL CAME A YEAR LATER WHEN MY DEAR GRAND MOTHER DIED..!! -------- MILLENNIUM CHANGED A LOT EVEN COUNTRY FOR US. ---------- HAD I KNOWN HAD I KNOW..WHAT WAS IN STORE..OH BOY..WHAT A JOURNEY IT HAS BEEN NOW IS 2011..BLESS.. ------- THE INTRESTING THING IS..PAUL SCHEELES INTERVIEW WITH DARIOUS BARAZANDEH-NEW WEALTH REVOLUTION 2012..AND THE TOOLS..AND THIS LATEST MEDITATION VISUALISATION..WAS VER REVEALING TO ME..AND THOSE TOPICS LIKE HONOR YOUR SELF.. POWER.. CAME UP. TOOLS TECHINIQUES LIKE ACCESS CONSIOUSNESS/DAIN HEER/RIKKA ZIMMERMAN THIS SUMMER HAS BEEN TO GRAT HELP CLEAR DEEP WOUNDS..AND YET BE FREE TO EXPRESS THE INSIDE SOUL..AS IT WISHES TO INDEPENDENTLY..THERE CAN BE STILL QUITE DEEP WOUNDS..AND THOSE THAT ARE UNIQUE GIFTS THAT ARE NOT WACKNOWLEDGED..SO IT HAS BEEN GOOD SPIRIT LEADS ONE.. AND YES I HAD THE WISH TO COMBINED SPIRITUALITY TO MY WAY OF EXPRESS.. SOMEHOW COMBINED HESE ALL ELEMENTS I LOVE AND ENJOY..AND WHAT MAKES ME FREE..AND SHARE THOSE JOYS.. SOMETIMES IT IS THE THORN THAT ARE TRANSFORMED TO THE WAY OF UNDERSTANDING..OF ONE SELFAND THE WAY OF THE SOUL.. SO MANY UNIQUE PATHS IN LIFE..SO MANY WONDERFUL PEOPLE MET..SO MANY TEARS SHEAD OVER PAIN..AND FOR THE WAYS HUMANITY STEPS.. SO MANY INNER CHOICES..TAKEN ON THE ROAD..MANY MISTAKES..OR ARE THEY ONLY CHOICES AND CAUSE AND EFFECTS.. WELL..THIS AND FEW OTHER HEALING MODALITIES AND MEDITATION EXPERIENCIES HAS TAKEN ME FOR A INNER JOURNEY FOR MANY EARS NOW..TO UNDERSTAND THE MYSTERIES OF LIFE.. I LOVE TO EXPLORE.. 2011..TIME TO JUST DO IT AGAIN..AND THE PRACTICAL TOOLS..AND NEW TOOLS BEEN DEVELOPED..TO HELP THIS TRANSFORMATIONAL TIME WE LIVE NOW IN.. http://dpg.bz/xcnp THE PROCESS IS IN LIVING..THIS.. 2008-2010 A LOT HAPPEND. VARIOUS WAYS.. 4 SEASONS..AS IN ALL THINGS AND CYCLES IN LIFE.. YET AGAIN SOMETHING NEW IS BREWING..WHERE DOES IT TAKE ONE... POETRY WAS 1996-PAINTING LATER..CD 2009.. SMILES FROM BEHIND THE HEAVENS GATE.. ALSO THE HEALING SIDE BECAME OF IMPORTANCE..SPIRITUAL/PRACTICAL WAYS.. RESISTANCE AND FEAR..JOY AND INDEPENDENCE/FREEDOM.. ALL IS PRESENT ALSO THE ADVERSITY/FORCES OPPOSITES IS PLAYING VERY HARD.. SO THEE PROCESS IS DEEP..INTENSE AND..YET EXITING.. SO MANY THINGS IN LIFE TO BE LIVED..AND YET..SO LITTLE "TIME" IN THE END TO CHOOSE BLESS..AS BREATHS AND BETWEEN THEM IS YET AND OTHER WORLD..TO BE EXPLORED AND BROUGHT ALIVE HERE ON EARTH BLESS... ..JOURNEY CONTINUES...BLESS... WILL SEE WILL SEE WHERE IT WILL TAKE ..