He died for your sins so when you die you will have eternal life after. One catch. Go on your knees, and ask Jesus to come into your heart, ask him for forgiveness of your sins. When you really mean it, this life of yours will set a different course which makes more sense. But your not done yet, now you must study of why and truely have a relationship for the only man on earth who died for your sins and was the first one born from death. Allow Him to guide you and you will know what the purpose is why we are here on earth.