91072012+8+17(Taken from the piece "Its the Jaz in My Head."(Or Thank God for Algorithms). Proper Title: Which Box do I Tick? For the past fours years I've been trying to put how I feel and have been feeling into my art. The reason is that my Osteoarthritis is spreading down spine and the right-hand side of my body is in permeant pain. I've tried to get onto the local pain management clinic, but because I'm emotionally highly strung, I would not be able to cope the treatment. The fact that I have been living this pain and the IBS for the past twelve years, 11 of those years I held down a full time job, so I know how to cope with pain. I'm just struggling with these new pains. But the Doctors are no help as I'm under review. Which feels as if they think I'm taking the piss. This makes me very angry. So this is also part of emotional make up at the moment.