So I am sitting here bedridden, waiting to hear whether or not I can go anywhere because the ordered TRANSPORTATION did not come through. There’s diversity and adversity in being an artist and disabled and 65 these are challenges to be my challenges to overcome. Art just by being what it is, is a technical process of reflecting on your inner soul. Sharing that with others is the hardest thing to do letting go after sale is like letting go of yourself and your gaining back a part of yourself as well. let’s face it getting affirmation is nice by sharing, but being able to become comfortably secure is amazing And for me and go not reached yet