• Lauren Maxwell
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This picture is very much an epiphany and a direct depiction of how I'm feeling right now. Vicky you were right in that I have been isolated lately and I'm sorry. I have absolutely no idea where my spring break went and I'm walking around like I'm only half awake. The answer's all so simple! All I have to do is get up and do whatever it is that's on my mind! Holy crap, look at all this potential floating around in my head, it's unimagineable how much I could get done. Yet I don't....I just sorta watch....and do nothing....except turn on my music perhaps and then zone out.....sometimes I don't even need the music to leave..... Outside of Joey I've pretty much neglected all my friends and I'm sorry for that. I'm also sorry for everything else that I have put off and procratinated. Procrastination is basically the sum of this piece. Procrastination is my habit....and I'm breaking the habit tonight. ---------------------------------------- ---- Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room Unless I try to start again I don't want to be the one The battles always choose cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not allright So I'm Breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again I don't want to be the one The battles always choose cause inside I realize That I'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be allright So I'm Breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight I'll paint it on the walls cause I'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be allright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit Tonight ----------------------- Lyrics: Linkin Park Image: Myself ---------------------------

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Jhatonna Turner 04 Oct 2005

Cool I like the effect you did with the fur of it reacting to floating in the water. Yeah I like that song.^^

Cori Martin 20 Apr 2005

i like the perspective. the green is a good to express emotion. i can really feel this pic ^_^

Rina Gholson 26 Mar 2005

nice pose and neat art of work. i can feel the emotion. keep up the good work.

tim linville 22 Mar 2005

Great vision of how you feel!So,get happy...the spirit in this picture wants out to play:)Smile,Lauren!

Aris Stathakis 22 Mar 2005

very nice work