Glimpse backward thru the minds eye as A Young Mommie in ?HEART & SOUL Standing Still as a Wishful GrandParent 2020 Reflecting Upwards Mindfully to my LOVEING Moment. Frozen as Time, Me: My Last Moment with My Child just prior to a profoundly Rare Collapsed of her Dna. So Memorably 1 memory frozen from 1 single Reverberating Momentum from a Time Past. CAPTURED within me a SOULFUL TEAR IN My Memory: Frozen in a Rhodedenrdon Garden @first Snow Reverberating Thru A Tortured Time Forward as Echoed in Time, Loves Control. The Pre Story of Chennelle my daughter just before winters snow we walked upon a path, then she kneelt in front of a Japanese water pool on a pathway inside the Rhodedenrdon Gardens Pdx Oregon; as she pinched a very tiny pebble between her fingers up off the stones in arrangement.