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13 Feb, 2010

My memory takes me back to the thrill of taking over the vast green lawn of the park with the rules and codes of childhood games. Football and basketball mostly. The smell of the grass - so close to my nostrils as we grunted up and down the fields, establishing superiority over the playmates. The physical pains and rigors, the tension of nervous energy before a kick-off. The sense of spring growing in collaboration with the rush of running faster than fast, jumping like a moon-walker, catching the ball that has just arched through the sky- all dreams of physical talents which none of us possessed. But of course that didn't stop the serge of fantasy - that didn't stop us from milking the wild air, the zoned chalk marks, and the vigilant formats that we all hung our courage and wisdom and kindness on.

Never would I think I would be able to reknow it by aging and then remembering. It was fun then, fun in the purist form, in pursuit of a form. In between games we would rest lounging on the sidelines like a pride of lions, talking over the game and setting the stage for the next game.

Not all the days were decorated with blue skies of course and since this was the Northwest, sloppy wet and muddy bodies went along with our spirit. Rain could not stop our basketball games, we played on as though dry, privately glorying in our discomfort, a lesson that we carried as long as involved in sport.

It was the sensation of the games that sunk into my self-understanding, into my self awareness. The total mental bath of sights and smells and sounds - a concept more sensual than sex. It brewed in me an appreciation for those things that go on inside that provoke a kind of mystical itch - a chemical compound into which I throw some unknown elements just to see what happens. It is what I call art.

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24 Dec, 2009

Ma

now cries in the dark sobbing on the edge of her bed "Why is God keeping me alive?", she moans once beautiful, alive, fun, resistant, angry now worried that she will sink underneath the surface of sanity she tries to smile and talk rationally but it's an effort she is growing tired of now speaking like a child excited over candy the child in her has awakened and claimed part of her mind and we understand how frivolous life is, how punishing it can be, how illuminating -

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13 Mar, 2009

EXPRESSIONS FROM A BUS 3-09 she must have spoken with an accent. Her dog fit perfectly between her feet and the bench leg - quiet and well behaved, small for a Labrador, like a miniature lab - her socks were striped in a variety of muted colors up to her knees, which, boney, clung together fastened beneath a woolen skirt of loose cloth. Her coat was also woolen and somewhat old - shaped to her body by the years - her scarf was twisted tightly and tucked into the coat. Her fingers were elegant and looked well fit for working precisely - long and proportionate classically - her face was equally proportionate and streamlined and somewhat severe but handsome - her hair unfussed, tied back in a brown ponytail. Her bag was loaded but neatly orderly - after reading a glossy magazine slipped back easily between the contents.

she sneezed -

"God bless you" devoted the Baader-Meinhof candidate with shaved crown, full beard and understated earrings. His nose bread in the Middle East - his jacket leather. He attempted contact with the lab lady but only drew a small, short smile.

Soon they were gone stabbed back into the polymorphous moving machine going to their labors. .

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29 Jan, 2009

EXOTIC YOUTH

Exotic youth - the many rights of initiation, all the tests in the fluids of imagination and dependence on authority.

All that chemistry that goes into childhood - all those environments pumping their mystery of want and wane and the strange things taking over my body mixing with the sights, and smells, and intelligence in the woods, looking to be led and fearing leadership.

Dominance held him in check - not able to figure it out as a rational part of himself. He had paid and paid.

A warm draft lifted him above a forest of hands. Through the artery of his existence flowed ideas, fears, and rage. Animals lumbered into the forest of his lineage - looking into the mirror, not to face that creature - no. Figures danced around an educated guess - they were simple and just - floating toward a pride of wisdom. A world beat inside him ready to bloom and smash the life he faced. Spinning images traveled out to the horizon.

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24 Jan, 2009

The angels were everything she wanted and despised. Including memories of the evenings of her childhood - curled and spun like the buttons of her love, swallowed, digested, and eliminated as conquerors of earth and heaven. When the angels betrayed her she set out on a journey to find a key to control them, swallowed by self-concsiousness.

In the lands that are unexplored in my imagination there are jungles and quiet music of whispers telling lies that lead me on and push me on to illogical pathways. And when I see them out we search for nothing. And it is dark but beautiful in an unlit-passion kind of way. Then, rooms of shadow are suddenly illuminated with spirit.

My shadow contains blood and bone and muscle and precious thoughts.

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24 Jun, 2007

> > BEING SILENT > > being silent,an > invisible observer > or > an invisible participant > > shrinking into, ultimately, > invisibility > or > expanding out into life > being > protected by invisiblity > and > enjoying the festival of life > from that protected perspective > > sharing the inner world as > though it is of interest to > the outer world because > everyone shares in the > common pie of humanity > to > see all that we have > gone through > rather than what is completely new > > so > > a traditionalist, a humanist > looking backward rather > than foreward to mine > the richness of humanity > and maybe of (hah) existence.

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04 Jun, 2007

Here I am swimming again in the imagistic waters filled with briney mechanistic film. Without boundaries. If we are all calling "art" then when does it stop, when does it begin. One of the fine things about my age (60) is that with the end in sight the beginning is often reviewed - a rich experience mixing the good with the bad the hard ball with the shadows of delight and concocting a soup of energized visual verbage. One of my favorite scenes is in Eisenstein's film ALEXANDER NEVSKY. There stand the teutonic hordes, their heavey metal helmuts and black void eyes beyond, their spears puncturing skies stifled with shrouds of thunder - on the verge of slaughter. This is no kid's game this is a waking consciousness. This is mankind, the animal. And the sparks that spew from this picture are in me, sometime in my ancestrage, in the accumulated, existential awareness provoked by my genetic code.

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11 Apr, 2007

In each of us there are a set of images that are the core of spiritual/psychological gravity around which the rest of out lives turn - constantly wanting to draw closer to those images, to the core.

Why this happens is a mystery but we are at least aware that when we do touch those images we expand our creative power.

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05 Apr, 2007

The interview with Brian Sherwin that never saw the light of day:

Let me set the stage for you the way Brian always does - (a little poetic license please)

------------------------------------------------ (Brian) I met with Avery in his godforsaken studio on a drizzly Seattle morning. I had flown from Pheonix to interview an artist and before that to Lisbon to do the same and before that to Philadelphia to do an interview, and before that to Billings for an interview - and that was before I took a break for lunch. Well, anyway, here I was amongst the canvases and brushes yet again doing another interview again.

(Brian)When did you first discover that art would be an important part of your adult life?

(Avery)Avery woke up Yesterday - he finished his morning coffee and thought about the work he was going to do."At sixty," he thought "it doesn't pay to get too far ahead." He thought about washing the sinks but decided against. "Better push ahead" as the heat in his body grew.

(Brian)How has creating art shaped you professionally and personally?

(Avery)He walked into the studio, slightly limping after tweaking his knee yesterday. Two canvases on the wall: one full of color and the other full of medium. Avery felt himself being hooked - drawn by a magnetism that was complete - an electrical charge that would move his imagery further. The wall behind the work grabbed his attention - it was so flat, so square, and the drips that had been flung upon it waved and beckoned.

(B)How has society influenced your art? Are there any social implications in your art?

(A)Nah, none whatsoever. Now let's see where was I?

(B)What are your artistic influences? Has anyone inspired you?

(A)I have inspired me. (He thought.) And then - The randon assemblages of pasty paint, of things instead of things themselves is no less Dada, but frees the artist from contrivance, artiness, and déjà vu. The artist is a poet among vulgarians and a vulgarian among poets. As Lyndon Johnson lifted his shirt and showed his scar to the people, he in his work has made no bones about his style. Even when he fails, the result has redeeming features  those of high camp, and honor badge, of a conspicuous attitude. He builds a comic relief clause in his work to shield him against charges of pedantry or melodrama.

(B)Tell me a little about your background. Are your past experiences reflected in the work you do today? If so, how?

(A)He stood in the doorway, a sixty year old James Brown - balancing on one foot and wondering whether the dog had been fed. For the forth time today the world spoke back to him to say that "the world is a far more wondrous place, greater in extent and breadth and twisted, gnarly depth than you could ever imagine." He had received many Boy Scout medals for pain and pleasure. What was he doing when the hallways of highschool grew silent except for the thin voice saying that "the President has been shot". And when the Greatest became the Greatest. And when, high on mescaline, he watched the moon with men on it. Far, far away. Combustible and grey.

(B)How long have you been a working artist?

(A)Forty years.

(B)On average, how long does it take you create one piece?

(A)Scratching the bald spot over his left brow he released a puff of air over a voice tired of commerce - "I haven't finished one yet."

(B)Do you have any 'studio rituals'? As in, do you listen to certain types of music while working? What helps to get you in the mood for working?

(A)I like to put my fingertips into the paint and imagine I am having sex with Donald Trump.

(B)If you could pinpoint the characteristics of people who collect your art, what would they be?

(A)An arm stretched from his hip and swung through a thick void in front, at it's end was an upturned and curved palm - "In spite of everything, I still believe that people are good."

(B)Discuss one of your pieces. (Let me know which one you are talking about."What were you thinking when you created it?

(A)I was like going - "Whoops". (You choose.)

(B)What is your artistic process?

(A)Avery keenly realizes that unless (his) bravado technique be given a new reason for existence, soon nothing of the style remains. As he systematically sets out to provide a new rationale for painting: utopian ambition of usurping the properties of painting.

(B)Why did you choose the medium(s) that you use?

(A)I use a light foam of day-old milk poured over hamhock suet. The medium's iconic, yet relatively non-allusive effect and its potential for color and form permutation suggests a reference to the expansion of color in a given configuration and to the expansion of the pupil as the eye passes more light to the retina.

(B)Do you have a degree or do you plan to attend school for art? If so, how has it helped your art career?

(A)There was a time - artschool time - when the students stood naked before a dressed model. Avery glanced at the door and wondered whether anyone else was coming. As if he was outside the oil-based room right now, passing the stone blue concrete, swimming his way downstream with the wild surge of water behind....as he realized where he was by crossreferencing realities a course was channeled. Riding his bike across San Francisco with a painting tied to his back seemed no longer unusual.

(B)If you have a degree, how influential was the school where you studied?

(A)Not very.

(B)What can you tell us about the art department that you attended?

(A)It was full of art students from all over and they all had one thing in common - they wanted to learn about art, and even make artistic things - with their hands - and then keep the artistic things in their basements where they would be discovered if anyone dropped the Big One - of course.

(B)Where can we see more of your art?

(A)On the Discovery Channel.

(B)Are you represented by a gallery? Do you have any upcoming exhibits?

(A)No. No.

(B)What galleries have you exhibited in? Can you provide links to their sites?

(A)What is that name? He thought about his favorites list for prospective shows: First there was The Pastee Buildup Gallery. Then:

2. Big Guey Slopper Gallery 3. Heaven's Hog Bar and Grill (Gallery) and finally 4. His Friend Eric's Garage (Gallery) where most of the paintings were stored anyway. And besides, in the Garage his work reflects a painterly situation in the manner in which it is conveyed by operational division between experiential interpretation, that framing device that provides art value and art context, where there is a deficit of sensuous materialism without the elegant, mature formalism that is manifested in idealist philosophy and prescriptive perception to which this work is informed.

(B)What trends do you see in the 'art world'?

(A)None.

(B)Any tips for emerging artists?

(A)After running his finger tip over the cracks in the rest of his finger tips he felt the small sharp pains and raised the hand, face to face - back of hand to window - the same hand he had carried with him through all the days (and nights). Avery the philosopher intoned, "Choose to live by your own code; be a good father to your children. Be a good husband to your wife, try to be a decent person in a fucked up world, and keep doing the work."

(B)Has your work ever been censored? If so, how did you deal with it?

(A)Yes, one of my pieces was eliminated from a gallery show because it wasn't controversial enough to be censored. I cried and then went to therapy for six weeks.

(B)What was the toughest point in your career as an artist? Have you ever hit rock-bottom?

(A)No, only soft bottoms.

(B)In one sentence... why do you create art?

(A)The computer screen flickered - "I think there was an electrical short for an instant," Avery pondered the consequences lifting a leg like a dog getting ready to pee. "Well then all of this valuable interview would be lost to posterity", so to sum up quickly (before the big blackout) he pronounced, "art shmart, just like Little Orley rolling down the hill attached to his tremendous bubble gum bubble and collecting items as he went, each making particular sounds like moooing, barking, baaaing, so-on until the whole object was one big orchestra of cacophonious triphoberation - because of it."

(B)Can we find your art on MYARTSPACE.COM? (It is a free gallery site for artists.)

(A)Nah.

(B)What can you tell our readers about the art scene in your area? (Please state where you are at so people will know where you are talking about.)

(A)Climbing up in the Lombardi hedge everything was vertical, everything was acrid smelling, and there was no ceiling - so when Avery's head finally popped out of the top he appeared as a tiny person with very large shoulders. And that is how he perceived the art community of Seattle - very tiny head - very big shoulders. They are many hardened criminals and in an art scene like this, so to say, stay away. They are children of a lesser god. Their passions are incited when aroused and occasionally pitchforks and torches - especially when real genius is evident.

(B)Has politics ever entered your art?

(A)"Mmmmmmmm," he thought rubbing his formica jeans. The light came on, "If I don't answer that I won't be censored - but then how can I be controversial, but on the other hand politics is art and art is everything and stuff. But what about when Avery joined the Whatever Party, the party that advocates the Passive Policy agenda? - they cried. That was art.

(B)Does religion, faith, or the lack thereof play a part in your art?

(A)Yes.

(B)Does your cultural background play a part in your work?

(A)No, only cultural foreplay. (B)Is there anything else you would like to say about your art or the 'art world'?

(A)Owww.

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