i only had a poloroid picture of this painting..i loved it so... i set out to paint myself not looking in the mirror and when i saw what i create i was surpised to see my younger sister.. my husband accidentally cut the painting with a mat knife and then i tried to repair it it end up with a dark background it was clean and beautiful alizeran crimson.. well i sent the repair paint to my sister and she looked at it and broke into tears.. she said she thought i hated her im still completely baffled.. she had the painting in the closet for awhile..i think she may have thrown it away