I thought I found myself today for a moment I needed to. Someone like you. Someone like me. Maybe its silence that sets me free but I whispered to kill the silence and other whispers joined. Whispers that became loud voices. Suffer some more and make us prouder. And the voices multiplied and the talking just got louder. I want to surrender. I want you to fight. I want you to see all these faces inside of me. I want to find some comfort in the spaces between the lies. I wish to be alone but I'm surrounded by cries. They paint a picture of me but my portrait is incomplete. Crawl some more to make our laughter louder and louder. And we promise we'll follow you down. One more bruise just dont keep score not any more. Once there was silence. Now its just this haunting outcry and me. And I fade like a dream. I dont want to give in. I dont want to give up. I'm lost in a scream. Shut up............