“New thoughts”, finished 120205 76x99 Egg yolk tempera on canvas Many years experience of others, my own disappeared, whom I have become, and it was not what they said. Strange rules, I follow, back and forth, it became part of my character but I did not give up. Life is full of power, finds its way, the time comes, and I have gathered courage. Climbing and sitting on the roof, beautiful bird's eye view, checking, checking and can not get enough. The interpretation of the security, values, people pleasing, but something does not mirror, was it my prison? Understood now, exactly what I have and everything I believe in, aha, from the top is easier to see, There's more than I think, understanding helps and I learned again. Looks clear, I can not go back, I do not want, there is different future, I will listen, my qualities and my will. I want to be me, what a lovely peacock, pleasure to give and take. New thoughts scared me, not anymore, I know what I want. Share with others, wonderful worlds and journey to the roof.