As i was thinking and pondering about all the evil and turmoil going on in the world, The hate, injustice, perversion, and all the darkness. i finally decided not to worry about it anymore, but rather focus my energy on charity and Tzedakah. Eventually all this will play out. besides what can i do outside my scope of influence to stop this huge wave of darkness. instead I will focus on being a light where i am. i will not join the avalanches of hate speech or try and stop it. i don't want to waste time and energy trying to stop the Entire worlds hate and injustice. So instead i will use all my energy in becoming a light. Once i am a light, then i hope to become brighter and brighter. Let the hate, and the perversion and injustice try and smash me, it can not and will not because i am a light now. Noach did not have to focus all his energy on stoping the inevitable rain, he just had to focus on building the Ark.