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Eyez Open 23 Mar 2010

I'm just now coming above ground my sister passed recently and that took its tool on me.

I am now back in the saddle and wishing you a speedy recovery Bianca. Sending you loads of healing energy.. I do practice Reiki (Reiki master) healing and can place your name on my healing grid if you would like.

I remember being diagnosed with Lupus years ago. Had I listen to the doctors I would not be here to write this. I am so sure of it.. I have not taken medication for that in over 10yers and they say its chronic. ha, ha, ha,

APHOTO4YOU 23 Mar 2010

Eyez,

My late husband did have Reiki certificate.. One day i remember my back all of a sudden hurt so bad, many years ago..I flew my plane to Ft.Mayers Florida and when i got of the plane i coulnt walk from pain in my back..The pain came from nowhere..

He helped me get on a bench and lay down on a bench...he started Reiki healing..within 20 minutes i got up, walked away like nothing ever happen..

Interesting you mentioned that...But i do beleive in healings.. And my wish is your command...as they say..If you wish to place me on a list i thank you..

Thanks much

APHOTO4YOU 31 Mar 2010

Well......................

This is not looking good.. Tonight i noticed several lumps on my left site under my ear on my neck...One lump is 1" long and i have several smaller ones..They are not painful..just lumps...

I am very affraid and i am lost for words what to even say....

I am affraid to go to doctor and tell him..

If anything happen to me ...I hope my photography will be at least left as a memories of me..

B

WESTERN ARTWORK By Denny Karchner 01 Apr 2010

Please do the right thing Bianca. Call the doctor. I pray that all will be OK.--Denny

Gary Glass 01 Apr 2010

Bianca, go to the Doctor. and did they test you for what I ask you to have them check for to rule out??

APHOTO4YOU 01 Apr 2010

Thanks Denny

I just cant make myself to go anymore...

APHOTO4YOU 01 Apr 2010

Gary,

I am not sure i got that msg..for test u suggested I have no energy to make an effort to go to doctor any more and just to find out something is terribly wrong..

Someone told me it could have been tooth infection and reason why glan swallen...I do have tooth problem and was gona fix it in Idaho Falls this summer..

But i am affraid to go..I hear so much about lumps all over the internet and some are life treat...

I just dont wish to know that there is no cure for it..I feel like i wanna live till my day come..

Just devastating .... My father died from Lung cancer...he smoked terribly...I dont..

Mom died from liver cirosis and never drinked..but smoked...Again i dont smoke or drink...and to find out that i have cancer i am not that strong...to handle that

Devastating..

Gary Glass 01 Apr 2010

I understand fully B, but if you wait and it is something ,there a good chance it is only going to get worst ,where if you get it looked at and if needed, treated early , results will be much better.. But I do understand the if it is bad and nothing can be done I don't want to know attitude..

Hopefully it is just a bad tooth that went into infection and your lymph nodes are enlarging because of it.. but even that, if not treated can cause serious repurcussions..

and yes there are lots of reasons lymph nodes enlarge. some benign and some serious but that is why you need early detection and test, to rule out anything and if not treated ,yes it can go to a point of no cure, because "ONE" waited to long to address the problem..

You need to go to the Doctor and have it checked out.. I hear and see it all the time. They (the patient) will say, I thought it would go away...

My Rule.. if a problem does not seem to be getting any better by 3 weeks, go to the doctor and have it investigated/looked at.

Really B ,have it check out your body is telling you something is going on.Take care and my best to you..

APHOTO4YOU 01 Apr 2010

Thank u Gary....

I will give this 3 weeks and if it is still there i will try to make myself go...I hope it is gone by then...

Thanks again...I just dont want any chemo treatement or radiation...that is first thing doctors wanna do ...without throughly finding out what and if it is neccessary...Its easiest way out..

Chemo and radiation is poison they try to insert into human body and kill bad cells..however healthy cells suffer consequences of the treatement..

I dont see it going through that just to prolong life if even i am at that point....this might be not as serious as i visulize it...I always look towards the worst..

This is my first time experience with me being sick or being something wrong...so i panic naturaly...

I have no one where i am..i have no one (family) in USA ...i am totaly alone...and i dont know anyone here...till I get to Tetons...I have friends there ...that will be with me if i shall go to Hospital...

If i to die at least i die where i am happy...It is a place where i wanna be ...

I am frighten and dont know what to think any more...

Thanks everyone.. Thanks Gary

Gary Glass 01 Apr 2010

actually B in the case that you have the bump/nodes I would not do the 3 weeks, I would actually go in now.. but if your going to wait I would give it a few days.. reason being, the size of the nodes are bigger, so we already know something is going on.. you had low RBC and very HIGH White cell.. and that was a week ago or more that you had that..

I can not stress enough, you should go in.. and they will only give you Chemo or Radiation or both after they have worked you up and that is only if you have leukemia or lymphoma. They won't just give you those kinds of treatments unless it is warranted..

Hopefully you just have a infection, but if you have a lymphoma, you need to have that looked at and treated..

But you need to have them do a work up on you to see exactly what is going on.. as I said hopefully it is just a infection but if it is the latter , the more you wait the more you are setting yourself up for a worst situation.. Lymphomas can be treated fairly well in most cases. and I am not saying you have that, I am just referencing what you stated about the chemo and Radiation as I suspect you think you might have something like that..

If worst case senario you did have something along those lines, let me know, I can reference for you Doctors that deal with that in Wyoming, Idaho etc for you..

Really, have yourself checked out... the earlier you deal with what ever is going on, the better for you and state of mind..

If you want to email me about this more, feel free to do so..

APHOTO4YOU 01 Apr 2010

Gary,

In either cases.....i will wait till i get to Tetons...I dont wish to be stuck in Utah all alone here...

At least i have friends in Jackson...and who will be there for me...i know that for the fact...

And i would like to go to check there...I know i am hard headed...i know...But i hate to be stuck here at 120F in heat...

I gota get outa here..

This is all coming to me in wrong time..Timing is critical here...

In 3 weeks i be in Tetons..

If u wish please look up someone at Jackson Hospital i do like that...Thanks much for help

Gary Glass 01 Apr 2010

I will email the info to you..

APHOTO4YOU 01 Apr 2010

Thank u Gary....

I will then try to make arrangements from here for when i get there...

Thanks again... Its always better to have some refferal ..Thanks again

Phil Armitage 02 Apr 2010

wow, don't know quite what to say, except to wish you well and soon to great health again. Something about balance, two feet on the ground. Maybe a chance to look back and work on some past images. Keep posting, you do great work.

Hugs from downunder

APHOTO4YOU 02 Apr 2010

Thank u Phil...

I feel the same i coudl never beleive this will be happening to me..And now i beleive after talking to friend that all of those lumps might be from tooth infection...I went and got some herbs from nature store...and i keep rinsing mouth with HYDROGEN PEROXIDE ...very soon i have to see dentist....will see if these lumps will disapear ......I stalling the time and hoping that is tooth infection...and not something more...untill i get to Tetons..

If by then lumps are not going down i have to go to ER...and find out what i am up to..with this..

Yeah i can work on my images i have enough to last me laife time..

I been putting it off due to these reasons and many others..

Thanks again

APHOTO4YOU 04 Apr 2010

I took OFF

Inspite of all doctors advice and my problems with glans...i took off for North Utah

I left this morning and arrived to North Utah..

I have a friend here that owns Horse ranch and she will take me to dentist..next week...

I am with her....if anything happen she will be here for me..

Watch out many horse images coming up..LOL It supposed to snow tonight here LOL...love it

Oh yes she also told me i have a very good chance seeing Bobcat..i be keeping my eye on it..

I feel good i am taking herbs ...and using hydrogen peroxide...Will see what happen

Gary Glass 04 Apr 2010

Hopefully when you go to the Dentist , He won't say, Your Teeth are OK, but your Gums Gotta Go..

Alice Cooper Lyrics from song Unfinished Sweets..

APHOTO4YOU 05 Apr 2010

LOL@Gary

My gums will be just fine... I think what i have heard already i need good shot of anti biotics...

Which i am very leary of taking..but i might have to...

Will see..:)))

APHOTO4YOU 07 Apr 2010

I,

Took Zitromax out of ice box today and started antibiotic,mycin treatement..This drug is good for viral infection or infection....

I had experience before with it...cost $15 a pill Only 6 pills and wipes out....I took it cause i dont wish to go to doctor...

First day 2 caps and then one a day for next 4 days...Its real stuff its not generic...I cant take generic..

I have two packs of these and i guard it like is a gold...and Thank God i had it...

this will take care of my swallen glans..

After that i have to go to Dentist..

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

WESTERN ARTWORK By Denny Karchner 07 Apr 2010

I hope that helps B. You take care of yourself.