I have taken the last couple of year and summed them up, thus creating a visual of who I am and defining the image that will cover my bio. Life has taken a turn. I can not stop the change. This is my concept. An angel crouches in anguish in a pool of tears, he has figured out life is not always filled with joy. His background will be that of hell, for he now knows what that is. His reflection, a demon also in anguish, he has discovered that he was once an angel and lived in joy. His background will be that of heaven, for he now remembers what that was. The worst I feared will come to pass (a weekend dad). This is the begining sketch, this is my anguish. All that has been lost, all that has happened, all that was sacrificed, I can not get past, nor forgive. I will write about it, I will draw it, I will remember it, but I will not wake up to it anymore.