I am drowning in alcohol the bed of nails is the misery of it all. The sun is wilted the moon is crying the suffering of my addictions. The drooping flowers represent the separation of my daughter and I because of all the incarcerations. There were 3 involved in this relationship my girlfriend of 20 years until she could finally not take it anymore. Then there were 2 my daughter and I, then 1 and then none. I drowned in alcohol and shoplifted, the long arm represents that. Today I am in recovery and the rainbow represents the hope... the hope that I succeed In becoming the famous artist I want to be.